as im moulding into what they want me to be,
i feel haunted and held within these walls.
im shivering from the terrors unknown,
because i am still not what they want to see;

im pushing past the burning pain inside
sitting, staring, into a dark unknown
I know what is happening and I am helpless,
helpless to help myself;

I want a moment to be real
wanna touch things I don’t feel,
wanna hold on and feel I belong,
its the comfort i am seeking, is that wrong?

as the dawn of a new day is approaching
and the madness of the day comes to life,
i am still here trying to find out
who i am, who i’m not and who i wanna be

Every time I walk through the forest I can’t resist taking pictures of the brightly colored or abnormally shaped mushrooms and fungi that are hidden around the Forrest floor. I have a decent sized collection of shroom and fungi photography so I decided I would post a random pic from my collection each week. Enjoy this weeks as seen below.

Photography by: Alan K.

Digital art printed and cut into rounded square pixels then reasembled on a black foam board. The anime design is more apparent the further the viewing distance.

Digital art and design by: Alan K

Anime eye pixel art

Finding wonder and amazement in what should be and insignificant moment is an indicator that your in love!

~Ack

When you love and enjoy doing something your either automatically good at it or learn very fast!

~Ack

Sand Stone is my new favorite material to work with when it comes to making a sculpture or statue. Just think, no fire required like clay, cheap and easy to come by and simple tools required such as screw drivers and a paint scraper. This is realy fun stuff and the results are pretty sweet. The head below was made in just 2-3 hours but the tricky part is sealing the statue so that it wont shed any sand and, well….we are still experimenting on solutions for that so the art work can come inside the house.

“Caring about others is another way to care for yourself”

~Ack

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Whats seriously cooler than pixel art? …Post it’s art, which is not actually any cooler because it’s basically just well…Pixel art! enjoy

P.S. yes you read correctly, these walls are decked out in a Gah-Billion Post-It notes.

A HEART FELT IN GRAVE
HAS LEFT ME TO BELIEVE
THAT THIS IS LIFE, THAT THIS WAS MEANT TO BE.

A HEART FELT IN GRAVE
HAS LEFT ME TO BELIEVE
THAT MY DEEPEST DARKEST FEELINGS, WOUD NEVER COME TO SURFACE.
NO LOVE, NO HATE, NO FEELINGS TO COMPLICATE MY WELL BEING.

A HEART FELT IN GRAVE
HAS LEFT ME TO BELIEVE
THAT I WOULD ALWAYS BE AFRAID, AFRAID OF MY PAST
RUINING MY FUTURE FROM ONE HORRIBLE SCENE.

A HEART FELT IN GRAVE
HAS LEFT ME TO BELIEVE
THAT FACING MY FEAR, THIS CONFUSION IN MY HEAD WILL EVENTUALLY SURPASS.
SURPASS BACK INTO THE DARKNESS, THIS STORY WILL SOON END.

A HEART FELT IN GRAVE
HAS LEAD ME TO BELIEVE
THAT THE ANGER AND THE BROKENNESS INSIDE OF ME, BRINGS CAUTION TO THOSE WHO TRY TO SEE.

THAT THIS HEART FELT IN GRAVE
HAS LEAD ME TO BELIEVE
THAT IT IS NOTHING BUT COMPLETE AND PURE EMPTINESS THAT I MUST EVENTUALLY DISPLACE.